8:24 pm

Even tho my hols are quite packed with stuff to do, its quite boring blogging bout that. so that explains y i havent been blogging =)


So it seems that im stuck between telling you and just staying where we are. not that where we are isnt good, but it just feels so unstable.
And i think its quite impossible if u tell me that you dun know what ive been trying to do for so long. So its either ure dense or just keeping mum. and ill go with keeping mum.
For some time i never wanted to say much bout this here coz of the possibility that u actually read this, but im actually half hoping u do read this.

Actually i thought i understood u real well and that i could see through the things that u did.
But i realised that ure actually not as simple as i thought.
i dun mean not simple in a "ure sinister" kind of way but more of a "im still figuring u out" way

youre probably right. we should just make full use of our lives and just be kids while we can. and yet im wondering if i could be the guy that doesnt treat u like crap.
Obviously im telling myself i wun treat u like crap but id rather let u live life the way u want to and just be the "shpeter shpan" u are if thats what it takes for you to stay so infectiously cheerful

I dun even mind making a fool of myself coz when i hear ur laughter, it just pays off.
ok of course there are the times that i just -.- you.

And through some sick irony, im eating famous amos cookies right now and thinking of you like a yr ago. (i din take the cookies.. my mom found it and gave me some)
Maybe that lil act of yours just made me fall for you.
It felt like i was just retarded and thinking of you at work when i saw a white figure flash past the store but apparently i was quite sane at the time since i found the smuggled cookies later.

Whatever it is, lets just take things slow. =)

and just act like uve never seen this IF you do come across this..







Im completely sane right now. and no im not lovesick or crushing. I thinking straight, not on drugs, not on alcohol and not on an emotional high or low.

ben says AMEN!

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I asked JESUS
"How much do you love me?"
HE answered
"This much"
and he stretched out his arms and died for me! (:



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Jesus Christ, John 14:6



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I lay my life down at Your feet
Cause You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek
I put You first that's all I need
I humble all I am all to You

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

You are the Way the Truth and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You