The end of these exams seems so near.. and yet I want them to pass right now. I dont play computer games, i watch just as much tv. Honestly, I dont even want the exams to pass. and yet, I know that if they dont, ill never get what i want. Whats in a name? or more close to the heart, whats in a diploma?
They say that these things screw up ur studies. and yet it is precisely this that has made me strive. But it seems not so for one other. Has my presence so strong an influence? Or is this just a pretext upon which I am held at bay.
Uncertainty breeds a desparate need for reliance. and yet reliance I do not seek. Perhaps tis where the fault lies. Surely I am a fool.