Sunday, September 28, 2008
9:52 pm
Thinking bout things doesnt seem to be a natural reflex for me. but its like real cool when u think of things which ppl nvr realised. but heck. wanting to think a lot just so u look smart is actually kinda dumb.
Sometimes i think ive gotta make things funny so that ppl would actually enjoy reading this. Rarely did i pen in thoughts beyond superficial ones. so maybe i oughta start doing that.. afterall, its boring just reading all bout "O today i sat at home and watched the F1 race the whole night"( and whoah thats boring coz its 61 laps of YIUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuu)
anyway, this week of school is gonna be so redundant coz the teachers are gonna go thru the prelim papers when we havent even got them back and theyll go on n on bout the papers when we havent even ascertained what was wrong. -.-
Ive been wondering why exactly i havent had the connection with God. I spent time to read His Word, i prayed, but somehow it just seemed different. like nothing was coming outta it.
During the workshop in sunday school today we went thru the topic of " God and I" and in particular, determining God's will for ourselves. so here's some of the stuff i rmb offhand.
Live life as a living sacrifice. Its quite an interesting idea since sacrifices used to be dead in the old testament but now we ve got this whole concept of sacrifices which are still alive with Jesus as a great example. Living sacrifice involves living our lives, sacrificing our 'rights' to actions and thoughts and giving it all to God. its insanely hard but thats what it calls for. and to get urself there,
Pray for an open heart and mind, the renewing of ur mind (Romans 12:2)
as well as for strength, meekness, anything you need!
Circumstances is kinda a hard one. When God opens one door, He opens another. but the problem is theres no obvious door so you dun really know is the door is closed or just hard to push open. so i guess, back to step 2, pray somemore =)
Back to school tomorrow! RARRRRH
ben says AMEN!